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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Jul 25, 2020
    • 1 min

    Early 80’s Assassination’s

    and attempts of assassinations John W: Lennon 8 December 1980 Ronald Reagan 30 March 1981 Pope John Paul II, 13 May 1981 Jaime Roldós, President of Ecuador, 24 May 1981 Rafael Hoyos Rubio, Peruvian General, 7 June 1981 Omar Torrijos, President of Panama, 31 July 1981 Anwar Sadat 6 October 1981 In less than 10 months the best outcome for the conspirators would have ended the lives of an American President, a Pope, a huge rock star and several other presidents and political fig
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • May 30, 2020
    • 1 min

    How many Years?

    How many Years have I been used like a toilet paper. I wonder what you have gotten from me. And why have you erased the memory? The king seems to play the role of the joker and the illusionist and a liar. The more you take from me i will one day(I will only need One Day) take it all back and burn it to the ground, if It’s robbed from me then it’s not staying with you forever, this goes for everything and everyone. You espically and the stuff you used me to get…I wont be kille
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Feb 23, 2020
    • 6 min

    A siren

    A Sirens are a group of mythological beings that would lure men, mostly sailors and traveling men to their doom and then eat them or worse. They are make themselves look and sound so irresistible to even the cold hearted men. And men who are in love with other women, they make them forget them and fall to their deaths. My meeting I too have come across such a being of enticing and allurering beauty. The following is no joke, I first saw her in my dreams. A encapsulating and
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Jan 23, 2020
    • 1 min

    Support…

    If you like my blog about my very real Blog post’s about my thoughts on my Mental illness. My thought process and the dreams I have each and every day and how they keep me up at 3 am. The constant knocking of depression at my door and how I keep it from coming in or and if it does then at the speed it goes away or gets kicked out. The plans for a better and Happier future and the big dreams and hopes I have and the Ideas that I have for the betterment of all beings. Then plea
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Jan 12, 2020
    • 1 min

    Poison…

    I’ll read you all a poem I stole from a movie which is fitting. “I chiseled the white moon into a statue, From her eyes was what I thought was dripping nectar, Turned out to be poison, I’ve decided that even gazing upon her shadow is sin, So I’ve left” #SongsofTamil #Poem #Enforceddissaperances #Discrimination #LOVE #Hate
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Jan 6, 2020
    • 2 min

    Still suffocating

    I’m still suffocating on your thoughts and what it could have been. Unfortunately, I haven’t had much luck in Love, that’s why and every love song reminds me of the devil’s(more than one) that took my heart away. I do still want to rip you to pieces but I would need to think like you, I can’t even bring myself to kill a fly just wave until it’s gone. I do want revenge for what you lured me into and how you ruined me and still ruining me and I do believe that you and your coho
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    An atempt
    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Jan 2, 2020
    • 1 min

    An atempt

    As yoda say’s “Do or Do Not, There is no Try”. And i’m reaching out to Both find help and to help and shine a light on the world of mental health sufferer’s. If you have any curiosity about that then you’ll like my particular dilema. The following video is a breif introduction to my lifes problems and the way i precieve my world around me and how it affects my life and that of my family, espically my Mother. #helptogrow #Freehelp #Enforceddissaperances #Censorship #LOVE #Hate
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Dec 22, 2019
    • 1 min

    Taste!!!

    To whomever, this may concern I have for the past decade and more, have tasted foul and filthy flavors in the mouth when I have an empty mouth and I want to know what they are and if they are what I think they are. Recently I have the taste almost every minute and it’s disgusting and I’d rather not taste it at all not to mention making me wonder even more about my condition further. I don’t want to taste anything that’s not in my mouth, especially the taste of genetnitelia an
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Dec 22, 2019
    • 3 min

    Why am i still here?

    Hello, this is for you. Your Majesty, as far as I know I cant think freely. I don’t have a body, it’s now turned into a woman with kids and she has rights. I have no thought process and I can’t seem to shake off this headache and intense pain every day. I know I have lost and that now living is completely pointless but I continue to do so at your will and whim. I would like to request that you end my life and or give back my body. Here are a few reasons why. I have no intenti
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Aug 8, 2019
    • 3 min

    My mind

    My Mind is rather a blank slate. It’s white space there is absolutely nothing that can predetermine what I am or who I will be. I have seen it. There is nothing inside except a small, rather a circular mound of grass that I can imagine someone sitting on it. It’s was me for a while, then my life changed when I was about a young boy there was an intrusion into my mind. The being that now sitting on the small hill in my own mind and directing almost all of my thought’s and acti
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    Success… it’s definition to me part 2
    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Aug 5, 2019
    • 1 min

    Success… it’s definition to me part 2

    I should have finished it on the 1st post but I didn’t want to bore you with such a long post. So here is the rest. when the Ladies of World are held at the same equal stature as the males and given equity of equal value to not only to get a seat at the table also to make their voices heard and most of all their voices must have the same standing as the other sexes. There’s a picture that shows another part that can only be achieved when all women rise up as one And to finish
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Aug 4, 2019
    • 6 min

    A Deceived heart…

    A deceived heart, Love was never meant to be in my life as have been the target of several people in the past, present and will definitely in the future. I was once in love, not once many times but they are not my feelings they were the being that had got hold of me since I was just a toddler. When I 1st joined the school in my early childhood I was made to skip a year, although no reason had been provided to me, they must have thought why to bother the young one with details
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Jul 28, 2019
    • 4 min

    Drinking…Know your limit

    I like most people, well in the UK anyway, like to endulge in a bit of Alcohol consumption. The 1st time drank alcohol was when i was around 5 i was given a bit of Brandy in the lid of the bottle it was about a couple of drops at best. They said it was meant to make me hungry but it made my head spin as i was on an empty stomach and also it was my 1st time and also i was just a child, Goodtimes. After that i tried Beedi just a month or so later from my granfather, I stole it(
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    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Jun 23, 2019
    • 13 min

    Stress Relief

    I have a very stressful life because it involves my three jobs, being a psychosis induced scitzeprenic sufferer, in the process of getting a divorce, trying to get enough money to pay for mortgage, trying to pay off a loan that spent on nothing and paying a sort of community fund called seettu and trying to have social life and in amongst all this i have to deal with the reality of a scumbag of a father who’s an alcoholic. And to make this all worse i have no form of stress r
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    Invisible and Blind
    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • May 26, 2019
    • 3 min

    Invisible and Blind

    I am for all-purpose sake a creation of God. If you say that all that is and that was and that ever will be are all the same and that it all originates from one single point in space and time and or outside of that time and space and matter then I am for all-purpose and thought, and i have given it lots of thoughts. I am part of GOD and he/she is part of me and so are you, after all they did create you me and everything you see and hear, smell, touch, taste and sense and also
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    Linguistic discrimination
    Udayamohan Vasantharasan
    • Apr 27, 2019
    • 3 min

    Linguistic discrimination

    “Three things that cannot be hidden for long in the North-East are the sun, the moon and the genocide,” commented a photojournalist documenting post-2009 structural and heritage genocide in the occupied traditional homeland of the Eezham Tamils. Not only the Sinhala military and the intruding extremist Buddhist clergy from the South but all the ministries and the departments of the unitary state system of Colombo are implementing their projects in the North-East without
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