I wanted to say a lot more than what i’ve uploaded and as susch i might( if i remember) will say it on another video. So take a look and give me a lot of love. click #Me #mentalstress #MentalBlock #unscripted #LOVE #Mentalheath #Subscribe #Mentalillness #Moneyandmentalhealth #YOUTUBE

ஆஹ் …….. வான் உயர்ந்த சோலையிலே நீ நடந்த பாதை எல்லாம் வான் உயர்ந்த சோலையிலே நீ நடந்த பாதை எல்லாம் நான் இருந்து வாடுகிறேன் நா வறண்டு பாடுகிறேன் நான் இருந்து வாடுகிறேன் நா வறண்டு பாடுகிறேன் வானுயர்ந்த சோலையிலே வாழ்வான வாழ்வெனக்கு வந்ததென்று நானிருந்தேன் பாழான நாளித்தோன்று பார்த்தவர்கள் கூறவில்லை வாழ்வான வாழ்வெனக்கு வந்ததென்று நானிருந்தேன் பாழான நாளித்தோன்று பார்த்தவர்கள் கூறவில்லை தேனாக பேசியதும் சிரித்து விளையடியதும் தேனாக பேசியதும் சிரித்து விளையடியதும் வீணாகப் போகுமென்று யாரே

The smile which enticed me. The smile full with love, what I thought The smile i thought was for me to grow, what I thought Soon to be poisonous to my being, what is now The smile which had been dripping with the most venomous poison, what is now The smile which bought me down to my knees, what is to become The smile which trapped me in eternal slavery, what is to become The smile which destroyed my family and everything i ever knew, what it has done The smile, Left me with a

Have you ever asked what seemed to be a stupid question? Well, I have been told that nothing is a Stupid question many times. Why isn’t it a stupid and pointless question, well you could not have any knowledge in that particular filed and you might only know the name of that particular subject. Therefore anything you ask is like a child learning to take its first step and learn to talk, just like a native speaker learning to speak a foreign language. Just remember that absolu

Omen #2 This Omen is actually the chamber pot or any of the girls from the ruling family and their bitches. If I see any one of them then it won’t be a pleasant day/night or even a week, sure I’ll eventually adjust to get them out of my thought process and eventually stop thinking about them and how it could have been like most of these are beautiful and enticing to the EYE and that’s all they are a treat for the eye and not the heart, maybe the penis. They all have the perso

If you like my blog about my very real Blog post’s about my thoughts on my Mental illness. My thought process and the dreams I have each and every day and how they keep me up at 3 am. The constant knocking of depression at my door and how I keep it from coming in or and if it does then at the speed it goes away or gets kicked out. The plans for a better and Happier future and the big dreams and hopes I have and the Ideas that I have for the betterment of all beings. Then plea

This snippet is from wiki… Rangeela (transl. Colourful) is a 1995 Indian romantic comedy film written, directed and produced by Ram Gopal Varma. It stars Aamir Khan, Jackie Shroff, and Urmila Matondkar. The film was A. R. Rahman’s debut Hindi film with an original score and soundtrack, as his previous Hindi releases were dubbed versions of his Tamil, Malayalam and Telugu films. The film was a major box office success and received critical acclaim, and was screened at the main

I’ll read you all a poem I stole from a movie which is fitting. “I chiseled the white moon into a statue, From her eyes was what I thought was dripping nectar, Turned out to be poison, I’ve decided that even gazing upon her shadow is sin, So I’ve left” #SongsofTamil #Poem #Enforceddissaperances #Discrimination #LOVE #Hate

A Craving, just like an addiction. However my craving is popping up in most people. That is the craving for Love, affection and attention and company. However I have all my life been alone, sure I’ve had many relatives and friends and nothing’s changed but I am compelled by seeing how a partner in crime can heal broken and suffering souls. I once had different feeling, fire in the belly and heart, for someone I’ve never considered as a would be partner but hey.. Just by seein

I’m still suffocating on your thoughts and what it could have been. Unfortunately, I haven’t had much luck in Love, that’s why and every love song reminds me of the devil’s(more than one) that took my heart away. I do still want to rip you to pieces but I would need to think like you, I can’t even bring myself to kill a fly just wave until it’s gone. I do want revenge for what you lured me into and how you ruined me and still ruining me and I do believe that you and your coho

As yoda say’s “Do or Do Not, There is no Try”. And i’m reaching out to Both find help and to help and shine a light on the world of mental health sufferer’s. If you have any curiosity about that then you’ll like my particular dilema. The following video is a breif introduction to my lifes problems and the way i precieve my world around me and how it affects my life and that of my family, espically my Mother. #helptogrow #Freehelp #Enforceddissaperances #Censorship #LOVE #Hate

To whomever, this may concern I have for the past decade and more, have tasted foul and filthy flavors in the mouth when I have an empty mouth and I want to know what they are and if they are what I think they are. Recently I have the taste almost every minute and it’s disgusting and I’d rather not taste it at all not to mention making me wonder even more about my condition further. I don’t want to taste anything that’s not in my mouth, especially the taste of genetnitelia an

Hello, If you’re reading this then welcome. I have an idea, well quite a lot of them actually, however, I just want to type about one. If you let me go I will give you what you want or you can keep killing me and reverse the time again and again. I have no desire to fight you… well that’s not completely true I hate you for doing this to me I feel like a rag-doll in a dog’s mouth and every time YOU start again all you do is slit my throat or worse I couldn’t imagine what you’r

Hello, this is for you. Your Majesty, as far as I know I cant think freely. I don’t have a body, it’s now turned into a woman with kids and she has rights. I have no thought process and I can’t seem to shake off this headache and intense pain every day. I know I have lost and that now living is completely pointless but I continue to do so at your will and whim. I would like to request that you end my life and or give back my body. Here are a few reasons why. I have no intenti

Kehna Hi kya The song from Bombay in hindi version, it was produced in Tamil originally and then dubbed into Hindi and Telugu as well as Malayalam with the same title. The film was writen and directed by the ever so intresting person and withn a creative flare for cufrrent and cotroversial sujacts surreounding the Indian Subcontinent,  Mr Mani Ratnam. I’m just goning to write about this songs and inparticular the cover produced by Madhu Lalbahadursing. If you’d like you can f

My Mind is rather a blank slate. It’s white space there is absolutely nothing that can predetermine what I am or who I will be. I have seen it. There is nothing inside except a small, rather a circular mound of grass that I can imagine someone sitting on it. It’s was me for a while, then my life changed when I was about a young boy there was an intrusion into my mind. The being that now sitting on the small hill in my own mind and directing almost all of my thought’s and acti

I should have finished it on the 1st post but I didn’t want to bore you with such a long post. So here is the rest. when the Ladies of World are held at the same equal stature as the males and given equity of equal value to not only to get a seat at the table also to make their voices heard and most of all their voices must have the same standing as the other sexes. There’s a picture that shows another part that can only be achieved when all women rise up as one And to finish

Success is a simple word with soo many meaning’s to soo many people. Succes to the western world, which I am part of for now and for the foreseeable future, is defined, to most people who are working is to make it. And by that means to make a lost of money and perhaps own a company or come up with a great start-up that winning company. To me, success is having a roof over my head and something to eat, that’s a basic right. The main thing I want to be successful is having some

A deceived heart, Love was never meant to be in my life as have been the target of several people in the past, present and will definitely in the future. I was once in love, not once many times but they are not my feelings they were the being that had got hold of me since I was just a toddler. When I 1st joined the school in my early childhood I was made to skip a year, although no reason had been provided to me, they must have thought why to bother the young one with details

I like most people, well in the UK anyway, like to endulge in a bit of Alcohol consumption. The 1st time drank alcohol was when i was around 5 i was given a bit of Brandy in the lid of the bottle it was about a couple of drops at best. They said it was meant to make me hungry but it made my head spin as i was on an empty stomach and also it was my 1st time and also i was just a child, Goodtimes. After that i tried Beedi just a month or so later from my granfather, I stole it(